A journal entry, date unknown. 

Most likely written in Houston during first or second round of Chemo

Trying to keep your mind off
a knife in the stomach

When I eat,
I get sick
When I don't eat
I get hungry
All of this medicine
what does it do?
It's not natural like
the cancer and it's unrelenting rage
Trying to keep you mind
off of a knife in the stomach
I wish you good  luck